PART 3 As previously mentioned, some people are much more integrated than others and won't have to do as much work in this area. There are other cases of people being very aware but may be having a difficult time getting communication to some aspects of self and are struggling with integrating them. You can have some highly powered light beings who are very evolved yet not have adequate means of protection. Remember, there are parts on your side and parts working against you. There can be factions of parts or single parts within yourself (even factions within factions), all with different jobs, goals and agendas. Some working at odds to one another and your conscious self. Without direct communication lines there doesn't seem to be any order or chain of command. However, when integrated you are a single unit, focused, ready, present and able to deal with what comes your way. Have you ever made a choice with all of your being? Unified in the moment without any doubt? That is 'you' on your side. Not fractured, no conflicting agendas or weighing options, no turning back, just something chosen with conviction and a complete knowing of what must be done. I am not talking about a situation where you feel like you have been slighted but in reality just really weren't as it was an ego or programming thing going on. A pure 'this is what I must do' type of action intent. Imagine most of your choices being like that, perhaps even all, at least the 'life altering' ones... what a different reality you would be living in. That is a glimpse into the feeling of being unified. A very powerful space to come from. It may certainly be a 'higher aspect' of yourself coming in and unifying with the agreeance of your parts in that moment but they are all on the same page in that instance. That is a goal and birthright of everyone but the work has to be put in to do it. Some parts are extremely difficult to manage (especially infant ones and what might have caused the point of fracturing). To even start the integration process is quite an achievement. As daunting a task it may be for some of us, it can and will be done. You might have seen it, heard of it or know of that one family that goes to the beach, trashes the place, leaves their garbage everywhere and then just gets up and exits the scene... Guess what? You may have parts of yourself that are just like that. You may find yourself being the clean-up person for all of your other parts mess... a role that is not fun at all. The literal 'Custodian' if you will. This may even be mirrored in your outer existence. In a sense, the conscious people are cleaning up and repairing the mess but if you are in an unhealthy state while trying to do this... deplorable. There are times when parts of us may be reaching out to others in interesting ways, sometimes less than ideal. We can have these parts of ourselves sending out all kinds of energies. Some parts are a complete menace, both to us here and in other realities, which also has potential far reaching consequences. They can also be manipulated into doing such things. On the flipside we may notice others reaching out in normal, odd or even manipulative ways. Let's not forget that other beings or technologies can be projecting some of these things onto us in ways that play into the game so to speak to throw us off. They can work through others or their unintegrated parts but also make it appear as these individuals, yet they really aren't... they are holograms, projections, programs, images or even fantasies playing out. These are all things that you will need to become aware of and differentiate as you become more cognizant as to what is really going on. Let us expand on this is a little. Something that we will cover much more extensively in the blog on 'Targeted Individuals' which is how you can be influenced by outside forces. There is manipulation going on all the time, on many layers and levels but for some people it goes well beyond the threshold of 'normalcy'. I am talking about direct interference with your growth, ascension, mission and well being… daily. This is clearly only going to effect a low percentage of people but you should be aware of it none the less as just like in medicine, certain symptoms can be mimicked. Clairaudience is a very real thing, hearing voices, whether it be from your 'guides', telepathic communication or a sense of it. There are technologies called 'Mind of God' and 'Voice of God' which when focused can 'insert' thoughts or 'voices' into your mind. Yes, it is real and yes they have been experimenting with it for quite some time now. This is obviously different than the real thing, your own personal fractured parts but there are many ways that you can be deceived and should know as many of them as possible. It could be that the programming and manipulation is working largely on your conscious self or aspect. Sometimes it is that forceful or blatant. That simply means that you are not as evolved or aware in that area (unless there are serious technological or chemical effects going on that are blocking you). For the most part though it happens behind the scenes with your subconscious or unconscious aspects of self that are unintegrated. Remember that if these parts were integrated then they would no longer be 'unconscious' and you would be aware of it. You would also have great command over it, especially with practice. It is true that some people may be "off their heads", completely messed up, delusional, have serious fracturing or something else taking over but most of the time there is a way in for such things to occur. There are many people locked away in asylums, mental wards or unspeakable places that may be very evolved but damaged on some level. They may be drifting through realities, having timeline bleedthroughs, be able to talk with multidimensional beings and see or experience things that mainstream 'psychology' or other 'medical' practitioners do not understand. Their answer is to drug them up, make them conform to 'normal' society's ways or indoctrinate them, perhaps even shock it out of them. For some unfortunate souls there are many darker, outright sinister and vile experiments happening on those that have been purposefully locked away because of their gifts. It should be clear that there are kind and gentle alternatives to help these people to mend as opposed to the often used brutal and archaic ways, which really don't anything other than numb them or traumatize them more. If you are heavily fractured and extra sensitive to energies then your existence will not be a fun one. Plain and simple. You will be at the mercy of others' thoughts and emotions including any location you may find yourself in. This is due to the fact that you do not have enough of yourself here to form and properly hold any kind of boundaries and shielding. I will not lie, you have a seemingly insurmountable task ahead to get any semblance of true functionality here. One's environment can have a very adverse effect on these people. See the article 'The Sensitive Person' for more. It is imperative that these people have a sane environment, one that is conducive to healing while offering the proper support structure. ‘Safety’ can be a key word here. Yet, in reality with all that is happening behind the scenes on this planet, as well as right in front of us, 'safety' is somewhat of an illusion. There are levels to it though so some places offer a great deal more protection and 'safety' than others. We are getting to that point now where you are probably feeling like there is no end to this and your cup of 'negativity' is filled to the brim so it is time to ask the all important question... How do we heal this??? See the article on 'Healing' for more indepth analysis or the 'Services' page for potential support. Here are a few specific things to assist in this area: - Regression Therapy is a good avenue. Find someone you resonate with. A safe place will be held for you to go back into these traumatic life events, time-scars, other lifetime or timeline experiences, even multidimensional experiences. You can reconnect with these aspects to see, feel and heal the wounding. - Remote healing practitioners or hands- on energetic healers who have done their inner work and have some experience in this field can be of great service (these people are rare). They can go in and remove energetic blockages and implants which can help to clear field. They will also assist in amping up your field and vibration to facilitate the inviting parts of yourself back through soul retrieval. - Tremendous amounts of inner reflection and 'Meditation' as well as a ton of inner dialogue to attempt getting communication lines open between these aspects of yourself. Observe! Are you or your parts dissociated, emotionally cut off or mentally checked out? Feeling and sensing, awareness exercises to know when something is coming in or leaving. - Your dreamtime can be filled with your parts or consciousness having excursions into other lives, other times, alternate realities and experiences (among other things). You are getting all manner of information through dreams even if some of them are being manipulated. Start journaling. - Ask questions! Who or what has come to the forefront? Ask yourself 'Who' is upset? Is it a part of you? Is it some programming or an ego thing. Is it completely genuine and 'justified'? Is it someone else's energy? Remember, it is through these parts that you can be exploited by outside influences and how you can manipulate or deceive yourself. - Raising your vibration high enough to be a focal point where parts will come back... but how do you do this if you have so little here. You may need to be around other highly evolved, high frequency people/beings to assist you. Being in close proximity to these unique people can help to calibrate your field and relax certain parts which allows them to feel 'safe' enough in order to come out and participate. Sanctuaries where this type of environment can flourish will be most helpful in the upcoming times. At the very least you must find yourself a few chosen supportive people that aid in your well being until you can begin to create and hold that vibration yourself. - Acknowledge and own your experiences with where you were at during that moment. Could you have done better? Probably... but sometimes not. Accept the experience, as hard as that might be and realize that your are different now (hopefully). There are many moving parts and many things may have occurred that are beyond your control. Accept that but also know that you and your experiences can change. One thing to remember is that normal healing methods do not work in special cases. For example, if you just can't seem to get grounded. Focusing on the feet or below the feet, imagining your grounding cord, clearing and strengthening it, releasing some fear around it, breathing slowly and methodically, exercising, hugging a tree, even some healing... nothing works... if your parts do not want to be here (or even know how to) they will not comply. Some aspects are very aware of the terrible circumstances happening around them and they want no part of it. They may have to be coaxed into being here and at the first sign of 'perceived danger' they are gone, again. A 'regular' person who is more integrated will have parts come back when the 'perceived danger' has subsided because that is what they are used to and already do. Healing work can become undone if some of your parts leave again for whatever reason. That might be due to self sabotage or there may still be openings, programming and manipulation that allow it to occur. You may have just spent a great deal of time and energy getting the money together for a healing session, feel a little better for an hour or two, only to lose everything shortly after. Think of it like a computer virus. It blocks certain functions from happening, reroutes things, is invisible from most virus protection and adware removal programs. This is horribly frustrating. You may not have started it but it is up to you to fix it. Parts of you may have not even had the chance to receive proper instruction in being here on earth or any number of things due to being regressed or shattered off in another realm of 'time'. How well do you think your functionality on this planet will be, in your body, interacting with the world, especially with the insane amount of manipulation going on? There are people with so little of themselves present in the now that they can barely function here. Sometimes the conscious 'will' that you have on your side isn't quite enough to overcome certain patterns as your missing parts also maintain a part of your 'will' (or intent) and information on that particular subject or what lies beneath it. Gatekeepers. You may encounter many physical gatekeepers that get placed into your life for various reasons, such as blocking knowledge or stopping the manifestation of something that you desire. You also have your inner gatekeepers which can restrict access to gifts and crucial instructions for your well being. These parts are the gatekeepers to true knowledge, unity and self empowerment. Did you ever wonder why you keep manifesting the same things when you already truly know the patterning? Now you have a clearer picture! You can face the same fears or circumstances over and over again but never overcome them. Why? If the parts of you that are supposed to be present during those moments happen to be absent or M.I.A. then it wasn't truly confronted by those keeping the holding pattern in place. Things will keep playing out until you get your parts back and the wounding healed. You are missing vital information and the parts of yourself that you need to feel and understand whatever it is to help you in progressing forward. For some this is the 'learning experience' part of their evolution but for others it is happening due to the shattering and you are doing the Humpty-Dumpty of putting all the pieces back together again as these 'lessons' have already been completed in other times. Your consciousness may be above the lower frequencies of the world but the unintegrated parts are still stuck in and being manipulated by the old vibrations. You will be continually pulled back into it until they are reclaimed and return to their rightful place. You may have fully agreed to be here on earth at this time to perform a mission, be mind wiped, and by default that means anything and everything that can happen in a human physical body but you may or may not have agreed to become heavily shattered. Things can happen unexpectedly during your experiences, both within and from outside influences. What is true though is that no matter what happens you still have to deal with the cards that you have been dealt. In many ways you are alone, left to pick up the pieces, but when you become more armed with knowledge and wisdom you will be more equipped to deal with these hostile conditions. This understanding of the parts of self will help to bridge the gap in your growth. For all those that speak the words of, "Oh, just choose to change your mind", "shift your focus", or "you don't have to be in that emotion"... No offense but GTFO. That is like telling a person in a wheelchair, "Hey, just walk!"... It is that easy when you are functioning properly, but if not... If you have parts of yourself that are completely unwilling to jump on board for whatever reason then good luck, you have your work cut out for you. Furthermore, sometimes you are supposed to be in a particular emotion or mindset for processing and healing to get certain aspects back. This isn't a 'victim' role but rather a very unfortunate state that can genuinely happen and must be evolved out of. It may require extra outside help from some very knowledgeable beings and healers. It only gets the 'victim card' when there is no effort being placed into doing your own work and healing it on all levels, perhaps with a fair amount of outside assistance as well. You do not need to know every little thing that ever happened to you but for some key events you will require a direct knowledge, recalling or access of the experience to get the part back for integration. This may call for heavy support whether it be energetic, physical, emotional, technological, vibrational, whatever it may be, from within or something outside of yourself. There is a theory that for some major traumatic events it may require the same amount of 'energy' or 'quantum' for healing it as when the experience actually happened. That can be a problem if something happened on a very high level. Some wounds are so devastating that even going near it is like entering an abyss and you get devoured again on some level, sucked in and thus retraumatizing you. Usually you would have process it bit by bit. Support would most definitely have to be available in some manner. There is a chance of getting 'lucky' in your healing in this notably rare instance. If you can rescue and repair one of these 'primordial' aspects then just like a domino effect you may be able to reclaim an entire section of your tapestry. Those that are already much more integrated may be able raise their frequency and vibration enough to restore greater portions of themselves if they have some similar but not as vast classifications of wounding. There may be some fulcrum points in your life that are entryways or moments of fracturing through timelines. They are like time-scars or imprints that can be pinpointed through your awareness as well as the prying 'eyes' of others. It is up to you to identify them, heal them and seal them up. Some of you may find this entire article distressing and hard to accept but if you really pay attention to yourself and others, really observe and feel, you will see some of these parts come to the forefront or how one can be affected by them. Your average person is oblivious and perhaps doesn't even care about this material. Such people can be difficult to deal with. All of these plights are happening regardless of what you or they may believe. It is best to be aware of it so that you can navigate your passage through life appropriately. Belief is a powerful thing. You can have all of the knowledge, awareness and conscious belief going on but if you do not have it fully anchored into you and the ability to truly feel it then manifestation can falter. Remember that these unintegrated parts carry weight and leverage. What highly charged beliefs are they holding onto? The old saying for gladiators holds up here, "Win the crowd and you will win your freedom". Truthfully, you can't please everyone but as you integrate more facets of your being, 'winning' over the vast majority of your parts will help you take care of the minor skirmishes that arise. The support will come through the volume of parts and percentages of being present. Added to that are clearer pathways and more direct access to your 'Self'. As you become increasingly conscious of your Inner Tribe you can demonstrate through action that your goals are indeed aligned with their best interests. As they come to the realization of who they are and who 'you' are, with the trauma now being cleared... it is 'go time'! Ideally you want to get to the point of having an "Army of One". All of your parts and aspects integrated and on your side acting as a whole cohesive unit in the now. Intention is clear and focused, feeling is present... things can get done! No matter where you go in life, you take yourself with you. Get to know that self and all of its aspects. Know Thyself. Beautiful soul. You became fractured, cut off from the memory and wholeness of who you truly are. The time is now to come back from wherever you find yourself, whether it be in a regressed state or another reality, and to join the rest of you in the here and now, connected to your body, your spirit and the earth. It is time to awaken. To remember who and what you really are, beyond any of the pain and trauma that you have experienced. To know what your missions is, and with courage, to stand united to fullfill that mission. It is time to allow your light and brilliance to shine, to feel the love and strength that you are and to express it in the world. You are a Tribe of One that has come home to the One.

Jan. 2, 2019