Jan. 2, 2019

PART 2 When parts (aspects of self) step in or come to the forefront you may feel things that do not relate to the situation going on around you. These may be parts that are regressed in another time period and life event. You may be feeling what they are experiencing. Then again it can be a different perspective about the 'now' events (from their point of view) or some part getting triggered or overwhelmed by it. You really have to pay attention to what you are feeling and sensing. There are normal and empowered reactions to the current scenario from your integrated self but then you may also notice sensations that don't quite line up. These are clues, indications that something is amiss and warrants further investigation and acknowledgement. Those that are more aware will be able to begin differentiating between these 'unconscious' parts and where certain thoughts and emotions are coming from. Some of us can see, feel or hear it happen in others instantly like noticing them regress to another age. You can use these skills of observation to hone in on the parts of yourself and eventually fine tune their origins. You may even see an occurance where someone is 'channeling' a 'higher aspect' of themselves as well. Their voice and mannerism(s) will change subtlely or even drastically in some cases. Thier eyes can also tell a story of where things are in the moment and who are what is coming through. Let's be honest, many people didn't make it out of childhood, literally. You can probably point out a few offhand. This differs from your 'inner child' but may encompass some of it. Many of their reactions will seem 'childish'. Temper tantrums, being a brat, taking or having no responsibility, give me, mine, me, me, me. Then the more painful ones like lack of love or touch, abuse, terror, abandonment, etc. There are too many to point out here but you get the idea. These young parts of you can be drawing in certain events in an attempt to fullfill 'needs' based on their perspective and wounding and not the conscious wishes of your 'adult' self (or whatever 'age' you find yourself at). They may also be recreating the past that they are caught in. Things can get deep and quite complicated, as you are about to see. Using the above example, parts of you may do things for protection or perceived threats, perhaps like creating an energetic barrier which stays too long, shutting down an area or outright leaving the body/field. Parts can also be hypnotized and manipulated, such as being divided, isolated, seduced, bullied and programmed to do things like giving out access to your field by others. As you can see, some of these actions may no longer be useful or are even outright damaging especially if your are sensitive to it. They have to be made to understand what is really going on in the present moment (part of the integration process) and eventually change roles or jobs within your field. Perhaps instead of shielding/blocking which can be useful at times, have them use their gifts to keep things open, encourage energetic flow or being grounded over the old programs of shutting down and leaving. When parts of you are unintegrated, missing or outright leave (which can definitely occur) then you are now faced with a part of your energy field being absent. This means that important information that you require to function as a whole self is now missing. Some clairvoyants will see your field looking like 'swiss cheese' or worse. If you are sensitive to energy and can interpret what is going on then it can be a horrific feeling, especially when parts will not co- operate. There is no adequate protection in this state. You are subjected to all of the energies around you and that is not pleasant. Energetic 'hitchhikers' and other things (like implants and constructs of all kinds) can and possibly will go in those empty spaces. Think about a bucket of water with many holes in it... how are you going to keep the water (energy) in? You can become quite drained. Once again I would like to state that most people won't even know what this experience is like or will only have to deal with it on a small scale. Others may be consumed by it at times or for very lenghty durations, even daily. A sidenote here is that openings in your field do not necessarily mean karma, although it can be a representation of it (see the article on 'Karma' for a greater understanding). It is a way in for opportunists whether from within or outside of onself. There are many passersby who may be monitoring you or parasitic type beings that see a free meal or a chance to manipulate and experiment on... simply because they can. There are not always contracts or agreements for such things to ensue but there are openings, thus making you 'available'. Unfortunately, some beings just feel entitled. Displaced or absent parts can cause you to be depleted, both physically and energetically. It can give rise to classic cases like fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue (along with other factors that contribute to it). It can also lead to mental problems, emotional mood swings and/or keep you locked into certain emotional states. If these parts have been absent since birth, the formative years or infant stages then certain aspects of your being will not have developed properly. Like your nervous system, fascia or specific energy center centers. Holding patterns and abnormalities of all kinds can occur in these areas. With parts of you are gone there is much less energy available to you in the present moment to do much of anything. These parts can be shattered across the timeline, taken out of time or from multiple different timelines, be stuck in holding cells, pocket dimensions, trapped somewhere, regressed in traumatic moments, any number of scenarios where you will have to eventually get them back and thus reclaim your energy. There is also a high probability that your consciousness might slip or regress into any of these aspects after being triggered in some way. People who are more integrated may still have parts of themselves leave during a traumatic event but there is enough of a recognition for them to come back when the danger is over. Some parts may need a little convincing and some may still outright refuse to come back or do so with the intention to flee the next time a crisis occurs. Unintegrated and cut off parts many times do not know or understand what is going on in the present. How are you going to defend yourself when there isn't much of you here to begin with? Furthermore, what if the parts of you that are still here are troublesome? Guess what, there won't even be enough of you on board to stand up for yourself. I have seen it first hand both in myself and others where one could literally not speak up for themselves, locked in fear or some other regressed experience. Something that looks really odd is a small person bullying a very large one when the large one could easily just 'smash' the other (not recommended), set a clear boundary or at a minimum just walk away. There is a loss of power somewhere in that equation. When you aren't fully here you are subjected to all the lower vibrational energies around you. It is like wading through the quagmires of muck. It is not fun... especially in cities. What happens if you don't have access to parts of yourself, say an aspect of the emotional body or mental body? You might have difficulty in feeling love or joy, perhaps anger is being pushed away and you are unable to access it for processing. Many people also naturally tend to push away their 'darkside' (the one's typically obsessing about the 'positive') and some push away their 'light' as well. You may even have both aspects battling within. How about a piece of your etheric body missing? Guaranteed that if left long enough there will be some physical issues at that site. If you have any combination of these examples then you are basically walking around in a state where you are clearly not able to function properly or as a whole. You are missing pertinent information, unable to access it and beating the crap out of yourself. Making matters worse is that without these parts being integrated and having access to the information, certain life events may be forced to play out even when you fully know the patterning and are aware of what is going on. This is a horrible state to live in. Like it or not, conscious or unconscious, these parts affect your ability to manifest. See the article on ‘Manifestation’. People love to preach the whole "you create your own reality" stuff, which is fundamentally true but they don't understand the totality of what that means. As their statement comes into question (which it often does) when things do not pan out for them... you will then hear, "everything happens for a reason". Ignorance is not going to give you the hidden and profound answers that await. These answers are not in the realm of 'the gods', they are for you to know as a 'co-creator' yourself. You just forgot, were mind wiped and manipulated to make sure that you fail to remember. If it was simply just your conscious thoughts (as in the case of a fully integrated being) then it would have the chance of being fairly easy... even then... it would still be very difficult for most, especially if you were truly aware of and honest about the thoughts that cross your mind. In reality though, this includes all of you, your inner most hidden unconscious thoughts and feelings, plus the unintegrated parts that you may not even know actually exist. They can be creating much turmoil behind the scenes and even blatantly in your face if you are consciously aware of them. When you have parts that are at odds with one another or with you then it is like having a war within. You might stay in a relationship that you know is bad for you but these parts are holding on to something, projecting something or making deals for something. Perhaps they were abandonned at some point, lacked love and touch or have a fear of being alone and since they are getting a version of these 'needs' (distorted as they may be) there will continue to be inner conflict. This wouldn't happen if you were unified. Maybe you are unable to stand up for yourself, speak your truth or adequately express yourself. Some of your parts may be traumatized from other times of violence or humiliation from similar circumstances. The article 'Other Lifetimes (Reincarnation)' covers more of this. The main thing is to start recognizing the patterns. See ‘Patterning’. What if you have parts of yourself that don't even want to live or be here on the planet? You are probably going to have a very difficult time ever becoming grounded. What if parts of yourself are letting harmful things in through manipulation, intimidation, guilt, fear or downright betrayal for their own 'benefit'. For whatever reason some aspects of yourself will be more than happy to sabotage you or let in others to stop you from achieving your goals. Whether that be seeing a certain event that has held you back, reclaiming your power or having joy, love and abundance. Self sabotage. This is a bitter pill to swallow. Why would one do this to themself? Remember that the majority of these parts are traumatized in some fashion. Some are brainwashed, programmed and under the control or spell of others from different time periods. Some parts are literally just rebels. Think of teenagers not wanting to conform... the anarchist type. These parts will leave the door open for all manner of beings to come in and do as they please to your field. Parasitic beings, ET's and advanced technologies to monitor, steal from you, manipulate and disrupt your growth. You then also have other parts reacting to it and reacting to other parts that are terrified and leave. This whole ordeal is a great calamity. If you don't have 'yourself'/selves on your side then you will be fighting an uphill battle all the way. Believe me, I know how this is. You can do 10x the amount of work of others and may not even get half as far. It can be likened to those in the bodybuilding community where you have someone who follows a strict diet for years, puts in the hard workouts and switches up routines through diligent research, gets adequate rest yet never attains the size, strength or definition that comes naturally to others who do the same thing... and they tend to get injured every once in a while for whatever reason. Then on the other hand, you have someone who also trains reasonably disciplined but eats pizza and ice cream like it is going out of style, drinks lots of alcohol, parties, gets some rest all the while making significant gains in size and strength while also becoming shredded to the max! To top it off they get offered modelling contracts out of nowhere and get plenty of recognition. Amazing! That is kind of the difference between having 'yourself' on your side and not. There is an opposite side to this which I should mention. On a conscious level you might be a very 'negative' or self- destructive person but can still manifest very well, perhaps things like support or money. That is more of your unconscious parts doing the work for you. I have witnessed many self-deprecating people be very 'successful' in their endeavours. It goes against the whole 'creating your own reality' belief, at least from the conscious point of view. In actuality though it truly isn't because it is still parts of you that are doing it. These parts may be holding more weight so to speak than your conscious thoughts. Most likely occupying more of the emotional body, having a larger charge, quantum, ‘will’ or energy at its disposal. There are other reasons but this is definitely one of them. --> CONTINUED IN PART 3